Sleep forever now my darling, I won't dwell on heavens calling.
This line is simple, you can die peacefully, I accept gods decision to take you away from us. However, I have taken it into a different context and then I have written a story on it, so readers, bear with me :)
The person who has died has committed suicide and the parents have been understanding to why their child has done so. Why would parents understand something like this? Well, because the child had written a suicide note. Here's that suicide note.
I close my eyes and wrap myself in my covers. My dad on my left and my mom on my right. This is the safest place I could be been in and I sleep happily. But once I fall asleep, things don't remain happy. I have wild dreams and they envelope me into a world of darkness and misery. I was in half sleep throughout, mom. I've written this in that state. All I know is that I'm not controlling myself. It's the dream. I can't seem to snap out of this. I have held a knife to your throat at night so many times... Not because I want to, but my mind is telling me too. I can't control myself. I can't. I am trying but I can't fight my mind... Tonight, I have the knife with me again.. If you would wake up and see me... You would see that the knife isn't on your throat or dads throat, its across mine. You know, my mind isn't actually a bad guy. He is a good guy. The plans I make whenever you or dad are sad are made by that mind. That mind is loving and caring. But not at night. At night it's a world of its own.
I'm sorry mom, I'm sorry dad. My mind says if I can't kill you guys, I'd rather kill myself.
Goodbye mom, goodbye dad. The static of this cruel world has caused this bird to fly, long before its seen his day.
Goodbye mom, goodbye dad. I'm here with you whenever you think of me. I will love you.
Always.
This line is simple, you can die peacefully, I accept gods decision to take you away from us. However, I have taken it into a different context and then I have written a story on it, so readers, bear with me :)
The person who has died has committed suicide and the parents have been understanding to why their child has done so. Why would parents understand something like this? Well, because the child had written a suicide note. Here's that suicide note.
I close my eyes and wrap myself in my covers. My dad on my left and my mom on my right. This is the safest place I could be been in and I sleep happily. But once I fall asleep, things don't remain happy. I have wild dreams and they envelope me into a world of darkness and misery. I was in half sleep throughout, mom. I've written this in that state. All I know is that I'm not controlling myself. It's the dream. I can't seem to snap out of this. I have held a knife to your throat at night so many times... Not because I want to, but my mind is telling me too. I can't control myself. I can't. I am trying but I can't fight my mind... Tonight, I have the knife with me again.. If you would wake up and see me... You would see that the knife isn't on your throat or dads throat, its across mine. You know, my mind isn't actually a bad guy. He is a good guy. The plans I make whenever you or dad are sad are made by that mind. That mind is loving and caring. But not at night. At night it's a world of its own.
I'm sorry mom, I'm sorry dad. My mind says if I can't kill you guys, I'd rather kill myself.
Goodbye mom, goodbye dad. The static of this cruel world has caused this bird to fly, long before its seen his day.
Goodbye mom, goodbye dad. I'm here with you whenever you think of me. I will love you.
Always.
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